I have been very reluctant to open up myself, in a way I escape reality, fears, and me. Digging deep down is easier then to pull up. It’s been long living in hibernation. REJECTION has been a toughest word I am facing since adolescence. It has always stopped me to show what I have to offer.
“The experience of rejection can lead to a number of adverse psychological consequences such as loneliness, low self-esteem, aggression, and depression. It can also lead to feelings of insecurity and a heightened sensitivity to future rejection.” wikipedia
As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he.Proverb
Being sensitive towards others reaction puts one under the risk of getting hurt. I am always positive. World does not end with a sunset. Opportunity missed or a relationship broken has a another face, it also means that the life is turning around us and making space for better things. Crying is the best way to reduce stress and I have been very good at it though nobody knew. I learned the art of focusing at very tender age, walking straight and move forward, never to divert attention.
I always give enough time to myself, never in rush as, if any thing matters, its me. I am the best nature can offer to this crumbling planet.